When i just stay here, living here, i really find that lack of will to live.
Whats to drive for?
Whats my motivation.
Ive started to get a lack of compassion to my friends, I dont find it as entertaining as I use to hang out with them.
Im starting to feel, indifferent

To hear those few that actually check up on me, im not sure how to feel.
To talk to a girl who already made up her life to live under such pressure and to be ruled by those around her, makes me sick inside, that i feel that im the only one that could take care of her right.
But i cant take care of her, it wont work that way.

So really, i will sit here alone, those words really did slap me in the face a little.
Because alot of people really would just say alright and go along there merry little way,
Ill just kinda trod around like i normally do, till i find something tomorrow to keep me busy..

Scrubs

Has always been that fallback show, that little pick-me-up, the one that gives that little bit of advise that i can just generally take around with me.
It takes away all that stress that i get from overthinking about certain problems and such...

Really, cant do this all on our own...

Lawl

As much as i know my family likes being up 5+ hours arguing and fighting with my niece
All i gotta say is that the bagel i made never tasted soo sweeter

This shit is something to see, my niece is such a retard -_-
Not gonna explain the entire thing, but she basicly wants to go out for the whole night, my brother says no.
She argues
My brother calls her real father to deal with her
She says now its our fault that "we cant handle her" and she refuses her father, she doesnt wanna go
LOL

Anyways, its been a rough night
So lets play a game
http://dagobah.biz/flash/Flandre_Game.swf
Its hard, try it

Tweekers, Need that place to get high

Happened to be my brothers house, while he had it vacent for sale
And the guy was about to jip what was left inside the house, just a few furnature and stuff
Wait wait wait, Your like o.O
Lemme start from the top ^.^

Saturday was a good day, besides the fact it hurt to walk (sprained my ankle on friday)
My sisters kids birthday party, it was fun



I had a good time till my painkiller mixed with the alcohol, lol, i got really dizzy and sat for like an hour just watching people not talking
Lol
Anyways, on our way home, my in my dads car, and my brother and his family in another, my brother wants to check on his house before going home
Make sure place was clean, if any offeres were left on it
We ended up finding a tweeker living inside my brothers bedroom



Long story short, big standoff between my brother, holding a crowbar, and the random dude, with a knife.
Long story short

Police came, tensions cooled, guy arrested

Pic timez showing whut happenedThis was taken before the helicopter shouted over the loudspeaker that the house was surrounded with police, and my brother can come safely out and police will enter

You cant see anything in this pic But the guy who broke into the house is inside the cop car, arrested, better pics on my brothers camera :/
It was just taken at the time when i went walking in
The guy was a mix between white, hispanic, and asain, and he was really small and weak looking

Broken hinge on a door:/ nothing much else, scroll down nao

Once the guy was arrested, we went in, you see my mom on the left and my brother explaining what happened
Lol
Also, the motherfucker stole a window, it was compleatly missing as you can see
GASP
My dad with my sister in laws father checking out some of the mess around the house

This guy made a makeshift area near the air conditioner, what he did have on, going though personal papers trying to find stuff
He has some lotto tickets laying around too


This has to be the best pic i can show.
This is where the guy and my brother confronted, you can see the knife to the left he brandished to my bro
Lemme explain what i see, a chair to the left, Lotion, napkins, portalble dvd palyer (inside the dvd player was porno)
Put things together, this guy was getting ready to, err, fap xD
All this was untouched, this is left exactly as how the guy left it

ROFL, he woulda got busy with himself in a few min
He went through alot of the stuff packed away in boxes, picking out stuff to take and laying it to the front door LOL
We also found drug paraphenilla he left laying around (the guy was a crack tweeker, the place smelled of it and found makeshift crackpipes)


So the next day, (we cant replace a window in a day, We decided to board up the place like fort nox xD




There is a good amount of support on the wooden boards and it attaches to the frame
It would take alot of noise and serious woodchopping to take that stuff off, only from the inside can you do this, and its already hard to get in xD
We spent a good 9 hours non stop building and attaching all this, only a small 10 min breather, worked nonstop

Tired, dirty, im home now, took a shower and im relaxing

We got mostly everything out of the house, only if this house doesnt sell on the market would we make this house look better and rent it out, ill explain that latter when it happens.

Im probably missing details, oh well, general idea of what went on though

Toodles for now ^.^