something this, and something that

I dunno, i realized today that i see alot of negitive qualities of people, and nothing positive.
I link people with their flaws, and i think thats one of the main reasons why im always sad, and never satisfied with my life.
Im almost never fucking happy...

Anyways, ive been talking with my bro, and im thinking of starting a small computer maintenance business right off the bat, starting from a small computer job and just working something out myself.

I know what i can and cant do, and i teach myself to overcome anything computer related.

From what major places like best buy and circut city charges, i can happly do for 80% off that price, with no difficulty.

I dunno, i need some moral support on this one..

Today

Was epic,
School ended, got our tickets, visited the band room the left.
Broke into anslys house so he can grab his xbox (we had to go through the roof xD)
Drove around, picked up food
Eat
Games
Board Games
Eat
Played pool (billiards)
Eat
Eat more
More games
Eat dinner
More games
More yelling/taunting

Lol, shit was fun, and for tomorrow, i dont know how to prepare myself for graduation AND grad night -_-


Just one thing at a time.

Stuck..

(unrelated note, right before i went to type this, i had to save my cat, she was stuck on my roof and was too scared to get down lol)

Anyways, im stuck right now, between two options.
I could call that person, ask to hang out and such, and to catch up on all the old times we missed over the past years.
Or, i can just leave it as it is, and not do anything at all.

I really dont want to be anything more than just friends, i would like to keep in contact with that person, and thats about it. Just to talk once in awile and chat would be nice, nothing more.

When we finally got that chance to say a few words, and hug, it really got to me

You were the only person that can give a hug that can touch my soul, that could lift me up

Its hard, im not too sure what i should do..
You already seem forgotten to me, but yet, you still linger