Through the years lol

Im bored..

Starts from My 1st year playing
Next row is 2ed year
The top row is my current 3rd year playing

Yep, im level 98
Im getting there

(the picture is dynamic, thats what i look like ingame)

A general lack of compassion
I really cant go on caring anymore
I go soo far outta my way and I feel almost unwanted and uncared for all the time
It tears me up inside, I spend each and every day going through my previous actions in my head, trying to find out why im such a fuck-up in life.
Things just doesn't seem the same, and I dont see that you care vary much.
So what if things are tough, people have there problems too.
But, I see that you only seem to care only about yourself, im probably wrong, but im tired of feeling like shit, and I think this is the reason...

I just feel like im just some useless being around you sometimes, like you would rather have someone else standing there instead of me.

And you probably do.

aww

So i was just talking to my cuz right now in honduras, and shes telling me im gonna be missing out on some wild collage parties down there cuz im not going this time around

:[

Oh well lol

So i was at matts house today

Chilling with matt and neel, our friend who went to DB instead of walnut, we knew him from southpoint.

And we were sitting around, talking and catching up,
And all three of us realized something


I miss middle school
Where we didnt have to deal with anything, there was no crap in our lives to deal with
We just kinda had fun every day, and not having to watch every step we take nowadays

Miss those times..

(10:30:49 PM) Neel: nice wallpaper lol
(10:30:53 PM) Neel: now im hungry
(10:30:54 PM) Neel: thanks a lot
(10:31:04 PM) ~Kevin/Snackysnacks: dudeeeeeee
(10:31:07 PM) ~Kevin/Snackysnacks: lets go to in-n-out
(10:31:08 PM) Neel: i want a double double
(10:31:10 PM) Neel: LOL
(10:31:12 PM) ~Kevin/Snackysnacks: FUCK YA
(10:31:14 PM) Neel: great minds
(10:31:22 PM) ~Kevin/Snackysnacks: Fuck alike

To me, its worth it walking that far just to see your face just for a few min.